Its Monday I am at work and dreading getting a hold of my dad when I got off from here in an hour or so. He showed up here un announced. The good news he seems so more clear, mentally. Him showing up unannounced is just something he does.
We got the call yesterday while on the way to the movies to meet a bunch of friends and watch Wild Hogs. I was thrown when he called, he said, Shannon, I am in Tacoma on the corner or 72nd and Pacific, come pick me up-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I was so pissed. I cant just leave him on the streets and he knows that. He shows up unannounced doesnt care about anyone or anythng else- Thank God my husband was there because he kept me calm, we got a motel room for a few nights. On the way there asked him some questions and he lied. This is not new. He is a liar, always has been. But I am still mad. I love him. He just makes it sooo difficult to like him. I mean there is sooo much I am not going to go into it I am anxious, and mad.
it will be ok.
I am grateful for this program, it provides me with the tools today to deal with this, in a NON Destructive manner to my family myself or him- Thank God
Go see Wild Hogs it will make you laugh sooo hard
I hope you are all having a great day
This is Shannon
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7 comments:
God Bless You Shannon. That must be so tough, but it sounds like you are doing a good job.
It sounds like a difficult situation, don't forget to be extra good to you!!Too bad we don't get to choose the family we're born into huh!
Hey Shannon, that's PERFECTLY NORMAL to have your patience tested to it's limits like this, when we are thrown unwittingly into having to deal with difficult people. You are not a freak for being angry! It's how you DEAL with the anger that arises that 'sets you apart' in terms of our programme. Beating yourself up for simply being human serves no useful purpose. Compassion! Anger has its own rhythm. You just have to let it run its course, without acting out, destructively. Go scream into a bowl of water, or go to a lake and throw stones into it. ?? Heheh. Well you know what I mean.
I'm a BIG fan of the old 'Taoist Arch' trick when emotions run high, but that's just me. Whatever. Hope you feel better soon!!
You're such a sweetheart, Shannon. I guess it gonna be wild hogs for me.
I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong my sista!
J to the JJ
My dad is still drinking and I can't bring myself to forgive him.
DETESTABLE NECROMANCER
You know, the message the 12 Step Paradigm tells us that we are all just powerless over our addictions, meaningless specks of offal in an endless ocean of space and matter where hydrogen atoms and bacteria of unexplained origin can turn into god as
you understand him!! Oooo! It’s so exciting and uplifting to be regularly assured by Steppers in all their ineffable knowledge and function is just an accumulation of 1st Century Christianity
Buchmanism & Nihilism. Oooo! It’s heart-warming, I’ll tell ya. We owe these "messengers" so terribly much that it is difficult to put into words... We can talk to dead people & consult spiritists.
9 When you enter the land the LORD your God is giving you, do not learn to imitate the detestable ways of the nations there. 10 Let no one be found among you who sacrifice his son or daughter in the fire, who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, 11 or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. 12 Anyone who does these things is detestable to the LORD, and because of these detestable practices the LORD your God will drive out those nations before you. 13 You must be blameless before the LORD your God.
Wilson was a “detestable necromancer” who talked to dead people & consulted spiritists. He was “an angel of light” and if you Steppers want what he had, keep going to 12 Step meetings & end up as zombies. I beg of you to see the True Light [John 3: 16] & have Eternal Life, not death.
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